Mental Ilness

Why am I do sad? What do you do when you are depressed? Who do you talk to when you are depressed? Depression is killing me day by day. I lost my motivation to do my job.My depression makes me a  horrible person. I tend to easily mad at my friends and surroundings. Everything that I used to love I have stopped  doing. I used to love drawing and going outside. Now I rarely do it. 

I always wanted to share my problem with my parents. But because of family problem that happen to me recently, i just can't. Friends? Nahh... im kind of suspicious with them actually. I think i should not share my personal problem with them. They already have their own problem to be handled.

For anyone reading this who doesn’t know what it feels like to be depressed, good for you. I don’t say this in a patronising way. No one should know what it is like because no one should have to experience it.Anyway, sorry for this morbid post