Accepting death
Death. It can happen to anyone, anytime, anywhere. At first, I was shocked. It seemed so sudden.I recently lost my grandfather and my grandmother in the course of just 1 months.My experience with losing someone is difficult to describe.He was and always will be a second dad to me. He encouraged me and helped me realize my potential. He always shared his story to me because he wanted me to make a good animation to young generations.
My grandpa had prostate cancer. I still remember when the doctor told us he only had not more than 6 month to live (2010) . But Allah plans better. He manage survive till 2017. What a strong grandpa. I don't know how he manage to endure all the pain. I had no idea how to cope with his absence. From the left picture. This is his picture when he just lost in battle. I can see that he smiled during his last breath. :')
About my grandmother, she died because of heart attack. She died after finished her solat zohor. Both of the died on friday. Grandma is really loving eventhough she always mad at me. She was a strict women i can say. Everytime i met her, she will give me advice to me. But now, no more advice from her. No more :'( I always missed her advice,, her cooking... nasi kuning.. ayam curry.. her hug... I feel really depressed. I didn't manage to meet her that time. Im still at Kuala Lumpur that time.A couple month before my grandma passed away, my grandpa died from cancer. I remember how much grandma used to cry for him. She missed him so much and wanted to be with him in heaven. He lost the person he loved the most, with whom he had spent over 50 years.
It looks like 2017 is the worst year ever for me. I dont know what will happen to me next.
p/s: i wont upload my grandma picture because of some reason.
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