Heartbroken

Why does emotional pain physically hurt? Heartbroken really does hurt.Death can surprise you. Family problem also can surprise you. Those feelings are all mixed up in weird ways. You discover that you can be devastatingly sad, happy, making fun, feel lots of love and make silly jokes at the same time. Am i crazy.. Nahhh... still doing fine though.

 I still trying to accept the reality. After my grandparent’s death + family problem , I fell into a depression that lasted until now. I didn’t know how to deal with my pain. I wanted to cry every day and be alone. But being alone was the worst possible outcome. Facing depression alone made things worse because that’s all that I felt…alone.

When will all the pain end?